We still talk, but we don’t know each other. Not really. You were my best friend.
We were inseparable. We went through high school and college together and I will always treasure those “domestic” nights where we roomed together. Those were nice. I am also glad our friendship survived living together 😛
So many memories, some good, some bad. I still love you. I think I always will.
But things are different now. We’ve adjusted to a reality where we don’t know each other. I don’t know your life, you don’t know mine.
I miss what we had sometimes. You taught me a lot about life. It was nice having someone to hang out with and I was comfortable with you. I had your back and I knew you had mine when it really mattered.
I remember a night at 2 am, I helped you do laundry because E had puked everywhere on her 21st birthday. I think that was when I knew that you guys weren’t going to last, strangely enough.
I don’t regret it. All the chaos? I made it through and so did you. I never thought I would see this day and I am so glad I did.
I used to know you so well. It was almost like sometimes, we could read each other’s minds, we knew what the other person was thinking.
I don’t know you now. I’m glad we still talk though. I want you at my wedding if I ever have one. I want you to be there. You were such a big part of my life. Biking around the city, walking on Main Street in the winter, and everything in between.
I love you and I always will.