sharons anxiety & depression blog

Well, I want to apologize or not keeping up with my blog. I have been discouraged, anxious and somewhat depressed. I went out with Jake on a date last Saturday night. We went to the dirt track racing in Chatsworth, GA. He is a good kisser, however, I feel no spark. I stayed at his house, in a separate room. I was not feeling any intimacy. I was…[Read more]

Sunday late afternoon went on date with Jake. Had good conversation. He stated he could fall for me and said dont fall to hard. I want to take things slow. He wanted to have a second date so met up again Monday night. When getting ready to get in my car I went to hug him goodbye and he kissed me. Just a quick peck on the lips. His lips are soft. I…[Read more]

Yesterday, 9-1, was a rough day for my anxiety. I live with my son and his family, due to the fact that the boyfriend left and my finances were drained due to no financial help, anyways the day started off good. Then it happened. My daughter n law, who has anxiety and is on no meds, lost it. It began over their bills, then escalated from there.…[Read more]

sorry its been a few days since I last wrote in my blog. There has been a lot going on in my life the last couple of weeks. Being dumped by an old friend, getting on different single sites to find someone to occupy my time/mind. Tonight is a screaming household. i feel so bad for Kaiden. i know one day the police will be at their door.

I’m visiting with family this week. It is a little bit of screaming grandkids, both happy and sad, my grandson is on the spectrum.

The tears want to flow. I feel sad that I lost a friend, again. But I guess there is a reason. I am hard on myself today. I live with my youngest son and his family. I have no job, so what can I bring into a relationship other than myself? Is that enough?