@noahbody
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Noah Body commented on the post, Love and Loss 1 year, 6 months ago
Thank you It IS sincere. Little good it does me.
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Noah Body commented on the post, Journal – July 21, 2019 1 year, 6 months ago
Thank you my friend
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Noah Body wrote a new post, My Thoughts on 7/24/2019 1 year, 6 months ago
Good morning out there. It is a moderate morning for me. I am kind of lost and alone. Lost in the land of melancholy. Introspective. Missing my once upo a time wife. Alone. Yeah lost. Kind of down in the dumps. […]
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Noah Body wrote a new post, Journal – July 21, 2019 1 year, 6 months ago
It’s been a rough week. I’ve been all over the place both mentally and emotionally. I’ve been through a short, intense psychosis riddled manic spell all the way through a psychotic mixed state clear into […]
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Noah Body commented on the post, Love and Loss 1 year, 6 months ago
Thanks but it’s really not. It’s quite amateurish.
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Noah Body wrote a new post, Love and Loss 1 year, 6 months ago
The world is made up of fools
Who just don’t have the tools
To make it… like me.
Can’t you see?Dunno where my bread is buttered
I still love you she uttered
But all my life has changed
Since away from me y […] -
Noah Body commented on the post, Some Thoughts 1 year, 6 months ago
Dunno. I don’t believe in predetermination (I.E. fate). I believe we, or forces affecting us, determine our fate. I wish I could win her back. She says things haven’t changed between us except we no longer have […]
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Noah Body commented on the post, Spinning – Another Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
Sorry. Just unstable today and needed to type it out. Needed to get it out. The voice says what it will. I have no control over it. I will be fine. Just need to hold on to a world that is spinning out of control.
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Noah Body wrote a new post, Spinning – Another Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
It’s not been such a good day. Not all bad but not all good. I was wound up this morning and I’m still wound fairly tight. My stomach is a mess. No I did not eat anything this morning or take my pills but I have […]
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Noah Body commented on the post, Some Thoughts 1 year, 6 months ago
Yes she knows. It just doesn’t matter to her. I wish there WAS hope but it seems as if all hope is gone. She doesn’t want anymore poems from me. I’ve written her quite a few over the years. They no longer count.
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Noah Body commented on the post, A Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
Thanks
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Noah Body commented on the post, Dear God 1 year, 6 months ago
Thank you. I am glad that you liked my prayer.
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Noah Body wrote a new post, Some Thoughts 1 year, 6 months ago
to be “just friends” with someone you’ve slept with, with someone you’ve been married to for 40+ years… it is bloody hard. No frigging wonder I’m losing my mind. But it is OK… at least I have tha […]
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Noah Body commented on the post, dunno 1 year, 6 months ago
Thank you. Don’t worry. I am past that now.
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Noah Body commented on the post, A Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
Thank you. I will be fine. It just takes time. A lot of it apparently.
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Noah Body commented on the post, A Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
Thanks. Yes I am doing better now and no I have not sold the bikes yet. Pure laziness on my part.
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Noah Body wrote a new post, A Ramble 1 year, 6 months ago
Not too bad a day. This morning was a rough one but then every morning is rough. So are the nights. Times when all I have to do is think and remember. Times like now.
I was gonna take the bike out today but by […]
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Noah Body wrote a new post, dunno 1 year, 6 months ago
Well here we go again. She is going to NC and of course I can’t go. She is taking her sister and the kids. She says I went last time but I did not. Again it was her sister who went and maybe her boyfriend. Dammit […]
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Noah Body wrote a new post, Journal – July 5, 2019 1 year, 6 months ago
This frigging place is ridiculous. Doctors and social workers never come to you. They claim you see the doctor every day but in my experience you have to chase them down. Catch them in the hallway or go knock on […]
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Noah Body wrote a new post, My Life's Second Act 1 year, 6 months ago
Off I go
Into the nuthouse
All because
I was missing my spouseThat’s not the whole story
To be totally true
I took all my pills
When I was feeling blueI thought to myself
I can’t live without her
She’s […] - Load More