marie

Just like I love mom, I love you. There are no words in this world that I can use to describe my love for you two. The night that I found you, I had so much hope that I still had a chance to save you. I had so […]

My mom is an amazing human being. Over the years I have not been the best daughter. From anxiety to depression, and from anger to pain, my mom has always been there for me no matter what. All of the times I’ve […]

Today I realized that he never cared, today I realized that I don’t mean anything to him. All of the memories that play in my head over and over again meant absolutely nothing to him. All of my doubts and worries […]

Where do I begin? I guess I can begin anywhere I want to. When I write, I feel like there’s no judgement, I feel like it’s just me and my words and I feel free when I say them out loud even if these words are just […]

I sometimes look in the mirror and don’t like what I see. Then there are other days where I tell myself it’s ok, it’s what’s inside that matters not so much on the outside. Who I am as a person and how I treat […]

I’m currently in class. On my way here, I thought of every possible thing that could go wrong. Why am I like this? Why am I so negative? I don’t even know.. All I know is that I have to change. Where will I end up […]

Today I woke up early and I decided to get ready for work. I was in a good mood and I even had a good day at work. It wasn’t until later today after work that I felt sad. All day I had to see men buy their wife or […]

I’m lost. I am an emotional roller coaster. Why is it that I never learn my lesson? Why do I continue being that caring and loving person when I should be the complete opposite? I am right back to where I was, […]

I just want to take a minute out of my day to thank anyone/everyone that reads my posts. I love writing, and although at times I step away from my laptop I still enjoy writing every single time I do it. I will […]

It’s been a while, as all writers must say. Sad to say, I lost my way, again. I fell in love with someone that I should have never laid eyes on. Really at this point the only person that I could really blame is […]

Days like today are very nostalgic for me. The warmth when I walk outside, the sunset, and also the month of February. The month of love and appreciation. It’s been 2 years since my aunt passed away, yet it seems […]

I’ve been sick for a week now with pneumonia. I don’t know how long it takes to get better but I can say that I feel much better now than I did the past 4 days. What worries me is going back to work. Work is not a […]

Why did he come back? That question seems to haunt me every single day. I can’t seem to figure out why he came back if he would end up leaving me again. The night he came back, which was a year later, felt like a […]

Without you I’m nothing
I couldn’t breathe
I struggled to get enough air
as if my lungs had given up
I stared at the food on my table
I ate hungrily
but grew tired and afraid
I could no longer […]