Miranda Juturna

The night lingers on…
The rains pitter patter off the roof, the singularly identifies raindrop racing down the window pane…
Times like this I uaed to dream about watching movies on the couch with him. Small gestures of affection, back scratches and muscle rubs, tracing the veins under the skin of your arm feeling the tendons twitch from…[Read more]

Carpet cleaning…. Amazing attention to detail. I must say it helps me figure out how to have a conversation that my responses put me at peace. Instead of the overthinking …. Today I managed to keep my emotions calm and search for answers on my own… My heart though weary it be beat bleeding on…. My lover said the words I wanted to hear.…[Read more]

Sore from gym, off to rinse and do laundry clean out truck and chill for the evening… Maybe read a book if I dont pass out from exhaustion first.

Trying to maintain the light aura and air around me. Been feeling this emptiness that comes from not being able to reach out to someone i love cuz I realized they just dont have the same type love for me. This stupid ass feeling is fucked and jacked and just got me beyond myself. Ive tried sleeping. Cut out cigs trying to incorporate change for…[Read more]

This feeling
Like cold rain in wind
Just as it crystallizes into sleet
Hitting your face briskly as you walk against it
To some destination of known unknowns
It burns and feels like little needles
Imbedded spreading cold
The ache that comes even after your no longer exposed
Different burn
Different tingly pricks of sensation arise….…[Read more]

Loving this new outlet forum. Cannot wait to sit down and reel out some formulated thoughts!