Rene' posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago
I find it so weird how people find their dreams at an early age. The idea just seems so foreign to me. But I won’t deny that as a kid I also dreamed. I dreamed of the things most little girls dream of. I wanted to be a vet. I wanted to be able to help lots of people. I wanted to find my prince charming and find true love. But at a young age, reality swept me off of my feet and onto the cold, hard ground. All my dreams came crashing down one by one. I tried to grab onto anything I could get my hands on to keep me afloat. I held on to the fleeting feelings I mistakenly labelled as love so I wouldn’t fall further into depression. I lost myself.
Nowadays, I’ve been trying to find my dream. I want to look for a dream that won’t be as fleeting as love. I still want to believe that one day I find someone worth loving. But first, I want to find what happiness is for me. I want to be my own person. I want to be as strong and confident as the little girl I used to be. She was kind and sweet and true to herself. I want to be just like her.