firewalker

I’m panicking again. I haven’t done any job research at all and so many people have been talking to me about going to get my master’s degree. I don’t know what I want. It’s not the work involved, like I know I […]

Finally some good news.

I was able to help set up a surprise birthday party! It was amazing.

“It’s been 14 years since I celebrated my birthday.”

“I’ve finally found my family.”

She set it up, got […]

I’ve been having trouble sleeping and I know why. I’ve also been having strange dreams of unfinished business. The thing is that I’ll never have a chance to talk to that person. And I don’t even know what I would […]

Therapy was good this morning. If nothing else, it was good to go over all the things that I’ve been thinking about recently.

Now more than ever though, I know that I can’t stay in Olympia.

Downside – not sure how this conversation about the kid who said something concerning on Monday is going to go.

Upside – I met T last night! It was amazing to see. Her and R were so cute together.

I’m not going to go into too much detail right now as that will make me cry more, but I just wanted to say that I actually ended up having a meeting with my supervisor and a coworker and it went well and they […]

I’m going to be told that I messed up, I know.

And the only reason I have to give them, isn’t a valid one. Responsible adults are supposed to get things done no matter how they are feeling. I hate this.

He […]

It’s been a weird week. At least the cat showed up though. I am really glad about that. I didn’t realize how much that was weighing on me.

I need to start over again.

I didn’t even really realize that that is why I want to stay out here, move somewhere else along the coast. I feel like that is important.

I want to start over again.

I’ve […]

I’ve never been in this situation before. I’ve never had feelings for someone, not acted on them, and watched them fall for someone else. See, the only other time I had feelings for someone – you know who you are […]

I can’t win. I know I can’t. Good thing therapy is tomorrow. What else can I do? Taxes aren’t done and it won’t let me log in even just to file for an extension. Best part is, there wasn’t a lot to do, it […]

I feel like a functioning human again! 🙂

I have worked/volunteered with non-profits before, and worked with a company that ran itself as a non-profit but was in title a LLC. But this one . . . this one takes the cake.I am not going to name it, as the […]