And it’s coughing
And it’s aching
And it’s breathing
And it’s taking
Everything from me
And theres nothing I can do
And I’m bound to do anything
And everything I can
its that kind of wishy washy thinky thoughty that brings us up to those words. It wouldnt take too much to get us back there. This place is hard to navigate, hard to communicate. I grabbed a lot of thoughts before is went away, I dont know if PM’s exist here but if your original thoughts was the same username, Ill see what I have.
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Do you ever watch shows, or videos from a few years back
and think to yourself, “where is your mask?! go put it on”
and wish you could go back and hope and hope and hope
and lying to yourself say that […]
Where can we go when all options fail
To those comfortable normals
Those shows, those albums, those cozy dens of degenerates
And why would we stay there?!
Is it better than the life we live […]
There is a longing here in my heart
To make you feel the same way I do
To bring you closer so I can get a good measure of you
To smell those things that give you scent
And breathe those words in To […]
When I was a cloud I would always wonder how the ground saw me. Was I some vacant image floating around high above, was I some ominous presence seeking to cast my victims into shadow , or worse something simply ignored. I don’t want you to feel ignored, I’m always here, and have been it just takes some clouds a little longer to be seen than others.
It’s a terror waking up
Knowing there’s so much left in the day
So many worlds to traverse
So many moods to explore
And don’t forget there’s always tomorrow
Like you can’t forget yesterday
While I agree it’s a shame that people are finding themselves in this position, if I had those same risks, you bet 150miles wouldn’t keep me away. I’ve driven further for much much less. I hope you find this vaccine soon.
I guess I’ll just put something here
So you can look at it
And think these things here with me
Because that’s the closest we’ll ever be
Its not too bad
Sharing this same headspace
I’ve got this […]
Cant stop these racing thoughts
They are crashing through my mind
I think Im here, by then Im over there
And the gnawing pain just chews away
And I know itll be ok
And I know itll be ok
I will say…I don’t comment on the post I read from you because I feel so heavy hearted and as if my limbs feel like bricks after I do. But I realized….. that is your ability to bring the reader to this place. Which is actually a talent/gift not many have. So I ask myself….do I comment on the gifted writer….or do I comment on the pain?
Whatever it is you choose, I appreciate it. It took a long time to get here.
Your writing is very impressive.
I have to say that if you are truly feeling pain in this way, may time heal your wounds. May you find peace within. ✨
Ive found its easier to get into balance with one hand in the fire and one clenched around a pen. Thanks for your comment.
Rosemary Durkin Snyder "roe" Joined thoughts in 2007 and benventure are now friends 1 month, 3 weeks ago
So I think you should know
There wont be no presents
There wont be no snow
Theres no jolly fat elf to fill up your socks
No reindeer, no magic
No fancy wrapped box
What you […]
For some years I’ve been on thoughts,I can’t remember a lick of what I wroteBut I remember the people. There sits a picture on my nightstandOf the people I knew once:DS, Scotslad, Pauligan, Roe, Wayne,
I was a very sad person looking for purpose in my life back then. I was so blessed to have been part of the old days of thoughts. I miss everyone. I remember what you wrote very well. You put simple and complex thoughts into interesting rhymes and riddles. You were the most creative writer back then that I knew. I loved trying to figure out the thoughts pouring from your mind. I love you Ben and I have thought of everyone here often over the years. I am glad we found each other again. Hugs and Love.
Very kind words, from a very kind soul. It’s so good to have found you again. Much love.
The first time I saw her, I was amazed,
she was unimaginably beautiful,
everything I had ever known to wonderful and gorgeous was her.
Every mistake and misplaced thought
Led back to her,
and she was so calm
and so cool
and knew me so well
better than me
because God she was my mother
And she’ll always go on.
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