Many thoughts

I am new here, and I am kind of nervous. I need a place to write down my thoughts and maybe get a few peoples opinion. I am not too worried about that though, I am more for myself. I always have thoughts going on in my head and can never get them down the way I want too.

So a little about me.. I am pretty boring. I am a mother of two kids, and a girlfriend. I live in a small town for about 3 years. I binge TV shows all the time, work grave yards. We have a cat name Jax and he is a brat and lovable at the same time.

I used to have a lot of friends but not much these days. I am 33 years old and NOW learning more than ever that people are fake fucks and the saying actions speak louder than words. I seriously can’t trust anyone anymore. I could go on for hours of how people who I loved more than anything that has let me down. Ones that I never expected, and ones that I knew something was off but still trusted them. that’s something I have been learning and it hurts more than anything. I hate the feeling..

All for now,