So life has changed a lot, but not a lot at the same time. For the longest time, I had trouble holding down a job. I also got diagnosed with bi polar disorder and PTSD. I have been out of work since January of 2020, and just recently got a job that I CAN’T quit because it is a source of income that we need. It is a job at a gas station as a cashier. It’s full time and not glamorous, but it is what it is. I have decided to make the best of it though. I am going to take all of my odd and infuriating experiences with customers and write about it on here. I don’t care if anyone reads it, but I sure hope some people do!
I do live with my boyfriend still, we’ve lived together for about two years now in a horrible apartment. It gets really hot in the summer. But, life isn’t bad. Even if we are flat broke. Seriously, we have no money right now and I mean that literally. But, I get paid on Wednesday. So things are slowly starting to look up.
Basically, I really need to get back into writing. I’ve been exercising that muscle a little bit and writing in my journal and writing letters to my boyfriend. I love it. Writing is so freeing for me honestly. It helps me cope with negative feelings, and work stuff out.
Well, goodbye for now 🙂