last night. She had beautiful red lipstick on, and her lips were so soft. We were at a party with mutual friends, and I was drawn to her laughter. I’ve never kissed a woman before, but this seemed so natural to me. I had enjoyed her company for the evening and had just told her so. She stood up to hug me goodbye, and instead looked me in the eyes, and kissed me gently on the mouth. Oh, my! That was interesting, and not at all repugnant.
Then I woke up.
Left me wondering though why I would dream such a thing. I have been approached by a woman to kiss, and turned my face to allow that kiss to fall on my cheek. I’m not attracted to women, or am I? I like men. Old men, young men, just men. I can find something attractive in most men, and even more so after getting to know them. I used to never notice men when I was out and about, but I do now. All the time!
I was at our local Cracker Barrel last week, with my husband and granddaughter. I noticed an older man staring at me, willing me to make eye contact. Of course, I was intrigued. He was at a table full of his family, but was giving me so much of his attention. At some point, his son (I am assuming) turned around to see what he was staring at. I smiled at both of them. Heck, why not. I then returned my attention to my own little family and tried to avoid making even more eye contact. It just makes me wonder what this man was thinking.
I am okay being sized up by men or women, and I think that is fairly normal. People are interesting, and I size people up myself. I try to always give the benefit of the doubt though when I see someone scowl at me. Usually a woman who is feeling insecure for whatever reason. I learned a long time ago that whatever problem a person has with me, is their own issue. It generally has nothing to do with me, or anything I may, or may not have done. People are strange to be sure. Heck, look at me. Dreaming about kissing women. LOL!
I hope wherever you are today that you are doing well. That you have excellent dreams every night, and that you can remember them with a smile the next day. I enjoy dreaming, and I always have. Be blessed, and by all means possible, be a blessing.
peace 😀 shemelts