Do you ever watch shows, or videos from a few years back
and think to yourself, “where is your mask?! go put it on”
and wish you could go back and hope and hope and hope
and lying to yourself say that dayll come
where everything just goes back to normal
where half a million people just die from drunk drivers
and not this crazy thing
this crazy thing that leaves us here
talking to ourselves
leaves us with these bottles
leaves us with these vices
hopeless
downtrodden
starving
poor
can it get much worse?
i was happy worrying about
that guy up there in that castle
stealing democracy
stealing our time
what i wouldnt give to have that america back
because at least then i could ignore it all
then i wasnt dieing every day
then i was white and that was all that mattered
and i could waltz through the world
taking everything my position granted me
and fuck everyone else
and you know its that way
because its always black and white
or its white and whatever else
and there is so much time and so much to consider
but damnit there is SO much to watch
and so much to click
and oh im itching for to build my network
and oh i need to start my business
and oh shit i should not forget about supporting
my friends on youtube and twitch
because they make me laugh
and because maybe we just all need to come together
but if we do i need the best shirt
and the best haircut
and the best car
and the best haircut
and the best teeth
and a deep emotional connection to some people in some impovershed shithole country
oh I cant wait to get back
to where nothing really mattered
and everything was expendable.
Yes….I sometimes look forward to finding movies from the 70’s to watch. I don’t exactly know why….I wasn’t even a teenager in the 70’s. And no…I don’t even think about mask if I am into a good movie.
As for the rest of the write……… sigh.