Becky

I still think of you sometimes, your eyes, your smile. Honestly, I’m still obsessed with you. I’m obsessed with the days when I could easily… Read More »I still do

Things are looking up. I got a job! A full time one at that! I am now working as a specimen collector making a pretty… Read More »things are looking up <3

How can you just ignore all of these issues? It makes me tired, and more tired. I tried, you know. Or, I guess I didn’t.… Read More »

Okay. So I had a job at a gas station, and I quit. I had another job that paid more. It was a nice job,… Read More »learn to love the ride

New beginnings, that could mean anything really. But, let’s start from the beginning. On July 4th, my boyfriend asked me about how I would feel… Read More »new beginnings and strange endings

So, I know that my love language is quality time. I took the official quiz recently, and it still is. Which means, when people make… Read More »make time

I guess it’s time to just end things here. I’ve made posts like this before, but now it’s real. Dramatic moments seem a lot easier,… Read More »it’s time.

I just want to say sorry that I let you down. That I couldn’t be there for you when you really needed a friend. I… Read More »and we let another young girl down

Last year at work, my boss handed me a box of disks, and asked me to go through them on my computer. I had to… Read More »picture of a dead girl (trigger warning for talk of suicide)

Everything could be okay. I could be sitting in my own kitchen, five years from now, with a cup of coffee and a paper. I… Read More »Maybe it will be okay