Haven’t spoken to Josh since. This is such a horrible feeling. I wish I had someone to talk too. Deep down I think I know it will be alright because it isn’t actually that bad I don’t think and possibly just my hangover making me feel worse. Really want to talk to him but know I shouldn’t.
He’s told me I’m talking too much and that he isn’t a big on texting. Read back through the messages. God I am pathetic all moany and woe is me… exactly the sort of stuff that makes him not fancy me! Well done me! Another spectacular fail. How to fix this??? Told him I would leave him alone… conversation over. I wish we could rewind or fast forward time sometimes…… Read More »Update
Well, I’ve managed to undo all my hard work with my friend with benefits… Josh. You see I was trying to play it cool, and it was working a treat! Josh was texting me, calling me…. It was all going so well…. Until we met up last night and I drank a bottle of rose on an empty stomach…. Why am I such an idiot!? I was chatting absolute crap,… Read More »Drunk mistakes
Spencer When I met Spence, I was, undeniably, in the worst place in my life – toxic, emotionally abusive, long term relationship with a very selfish man child. As well as self-harming, drinking to block out the emotional pain, and oh so very depressed. It’s only now I can see just how bad of a place I was in, it’s quite frightening actually. Spencer, however, was quite literally my knight… Read More »Spencer
Single, Thirty-Nothing, London Based, Dynamic Girl…. Who makes quite possibly the worst decisions in life, falls for the wrong guys and is spectacular at royally fucking up – One mistake at a time! There are two men in my life, they are good guys, neither know what they want relationship wise, and so begins ‘The Game….’ – Yeah, I should walk away, but that would be the easy option – one… Read More »One mistake at a time…