I repent towards God and the public domain for the wickedness that I spewed out here on thoughts.com and elsewhere on the internet. I tried… Read More »Repentance to God and the world at large.
My name is Benjamin Drew. I've formally been here under multiple usernames since 2007. The most prominent was "Scarboroughfair" and "RealityBegins". I repent towards God and the public domain for the wickedness that I spewed out here on thoughts.com and elsewhere on the internet. I tried to sway public opinion that being lbgtq++++ was okay and that I was a female inside even though I am biologically a male. The garbage I used to write was and is false. Being part of that lifestyle was a choice I made. Then I chose to serve God. It saddens me how many people I have mislead whom bought into my crap. For those that know and or remember me, my late wife Judy has passed away in 2019. Some of my former writing reflected a lot of grief in that marriage. I am now remarried, and it's been a very rough ride. All I can say in this post is that I have said and thought things I never thought possible due to pride, wickedness and selfishness. I didn't know I was capable of such wickedness since I remarried. So much so I was removed from the church that we were a part of. Things are starting to get better, I need more repentance and healing from God. And I hope to get healing trying to write again. Fair warning. I am modeling my life around One God and One Truth. Truth can be very offensive when we compare our life to Jesus Christ's standards. I have fallen, but not forever.