AngelBaby disclaimer

This is me.  The hardest part of this truth is to see myself in the mirror.  What I had believed, what I had felt; The elation, the horror, the pain, my stupidy.

I couldn’t write this first person, because it was too hard to look at what had become of me.  Although my life, had, at a certain time, dictated the way….I was gaslighted.  I read what someone wanted me to see, and I didn’t see it any other way.

Because of my susceptible brain, and my insecurities, and my naivety, my mind…MY MIND did this.  He did this.  He did this to me!!  BUT i allowed him to, and THAT was my downfall….That was my souls demise.  That someone felt that they could play mindgames with me…that hurt.

That STILL hurts.  It has colored my world, and I am a jaded old(er) & wiser woman.

AngelBaby is my last chapter in how messed up I am.

She will be split into 2, if not more posts.

Good night

4 thoughts on “AngelBaby disclaimer”

    1. you know the story…LOL
      you made that picture post with one of my poems remember? that was about him. In fact most of my posts were about him…LOL
      did you by any chance save that post from thoughts?
      could you run it by here? It kind of belongs with AngelBaby’s story

  1. We are all susceptible to what you experienced. We can all get caught up in our emotions. I guess that is where the saying ‘ older and wiser’ comes from. We live, we learn, we do better. (((hugs)))

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