I deserve someone who wants to be with me. I deserve someone who I can go out and tell my friends about how great he is and how is such a good person. Someone who would cuddle with me and even if they want more, never pressure me into doing anything. Someone who I can bring out socially and not have to worry about what people might say, because he can hold a conversation without taking over a conversation but also not be so quiet or standoffish that people feel weird around him.
I have to remind myself of this.
It’s okay to let go of almost relationships, or relationships, if they aren’t going to be that person.
I have to be better. I have to be the person that I would want my significant other to be. I have to be able to say no.