A mess filled life

Hey everyone. This is my first blog ever. I just needed a place where I could type out things that I’m feeling or stuff I’m going through.

I used to write on thoughts.com and it seemed to help me a lot so I figured I’d give it another go and see how much more help it can give me.

Life’s be nuts lately. I’m a full time worker, while going to school on some evenings and weekends, as well as being a full time mom and wife.. lets just say, my anxiety and depression have caught up with me. I’ve noticed over the last little bit that I’m getting more and more depressed with life. But the problem is, is that I shouldn’t be getting more depressed, it should be the opposite. I’m actually doing something I love with school! I should be ecstatic with my life! But each day that passes, I feel more and more depressed, tired, lonely. I’m drained everyday.. I lack the energy to be happy anymore. How can this change?

I started seeing a therapist today.. first time ever. I was like I’m going to finally give this a shot.. maybe they can help me figure some of this shit out. I need guidance and direction and tips on how to maneuver through this crazy thing we called life. I’m really looking forward to see how it all plays out.

I’m going to give the tips she told me about a go tonight, hoping we can see a little bit of a difference over the next week. I need some goodness in my life, I want to start loving and living life again. I hope I’m on the right track because honestly I don’t know how much more I can take.

2 thoughts on “A mess filled life”

  1. @gabbsg Mother, Wife, Worker and Student? Thats overwhelming for many. I did it…but only took one class at a time because I didn’t want to stretch myself too thin. And I did…so I skipped every other semester.
    I hope you figure it out ….. welcome.

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