I am reading a wonderful book by cara alwill and it taught me good lessons. As a matter of fact, whenever I have read a book about a particular person, I have found that they have continually questioned themselves. I know, I am not bill gates or mark zuckerberg smart but if God has given me life then I must have been given something and I want to believe that there is success for me in this world. I also want to set example for girls out there and moreover when I am lying on my deathbed, I want to die peacefully thinking that I did something. I know I am sacred to do things. I am scared to apply for my masters. Actually, I do not know what I want to do in my life. I want discover my passion. I believe that passion is a very rare gift and you have prove it to the universe that you deserve it. We all have to do our inner work first and then only universe will reward you and you will cherish this previous gift called ‘passion’. I have read many books on self-help to find a shortcut solution to escape this ‘inner work’. I have been doing this since the age of 16 and now I am 21 but think there is no such shortcut. We all have to work every minute on us. We cannot waste even a single second. When it comes to our inner work, there are no days off. I am no expert, I am just a simple girl who is insecure, makes many mistakes, but still has this feeling that she was born to do something big. I swear to God, I never want to let go of this feeling ever and this feeling is the only thing that is keeping me alive.