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Sold My Soul

Words from his tongue burn like acid into my heart, Painful flashbacks of how it was from the start. I never could understand just how real it felt, When even from the beginning the foundation had started to melt. His lips of morphine took away my...

Funny guys

Scared their gravy train might jump the track, they dump gravy trying to prevent it. There are many stories in the Bible where folk try to hurt another only to hurt themselves and where people trying to maintain themselves, in the manner to which they...

Sexy Tuesday

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It was the first time we had the apartment to ourselves, the first opportunity we had to play house and relish each other's company witho...

Nostalgic Nights.

.- Another nostalgic night. It's warm and beautiful. Feels as if I should be headed to your aunts house-to watch movies, to talk, to sit out under the stars. I was informed today that you still get weird and uncomfortable whenever I'm mentioned in...

C'est La Vie.

Hey, It's been a while, hasn't it? I'm still going through these weird phases of missing you terribly. I don't know what my deal is. Not sure how I love you so much after so much time and distance. Guess that just goes to show the crazy nature of...

Love. Time. People. History. Peace.

Love. One of the most powerful forces on this earth. It's polar opposite? Darkness. So what would change if we decided to love? A lot, wouldn't it? If we focused a little less on ourselves and more on serving others? Making an impact, on person at...

Mental Institution.

My dearest C----, I cannot explain to you the depth nor the intensity to which I miss you right now. Today I found out that you went to the mental institutional ward. I had an anxiety attack and cried for a good solid ten minutes when I found out...

"Chipmunk Lady".

C----, I'm so lonely. And it's so pathetic. But true. I miss you like no other. And I've been failing miserably at pretending you're not a huge part of my life. I really do feel awful. Especially if I'm a cause of your anxiety and stress....I'm...