stress

Nervous and confident all at one time

I've been awake since about 5am...prior to that I was away from 7-130am trying to study for my final that is in exactly 1 hour. I feel confident and nervous at the same time. I generally know what Im' doing, but i just hope that when it comes, i won't...

When I Was A Kid

"I wish I knew what to write" You have to write what's in your heart. Take a journal and write down each day. Tell others about it, and sit and pray. Give this life your all and nothing less; because this life gives you nothing but a lot of stress....

The Lions Den.

I sipped slowly from the straw of my milkshake, unaware of Michael's piercing eyes glaring right at me. I should have known that it would be easy for him to tell how I felt about Adam. What I was feeling was not merely hatred, but jealousy. Mostly, I...

Bridesmaidzilla Has Some Nerve!

Geeeez! Why oh why does my oldest friend of 26 years have to be a bridesmaidzilla?!?! On the whole I am so relaxed during this weedding planning and really enjoying it. I did have one bridesmaid give me an issue when she decided $100 was too much to...

Stressed and Distressed

I just finished writing one of my final papers for the semester and I'm so relieved and stressed at the same time. Finals are next week and I can't seem to relax. I feel worn out, energized, and exhausted all at once. Music seems to be the only thing...

Another Long Weekend

Tonight I'm staying up all night at my school for this program called Minithon. It raises money for Cancer and everyone who joined has to pay $30 toward it. We are gonna have fun tonight with friends and do things like rock climbing and other fun...

Google This.

I have always been the one to google EVERYTHING.  Like okay, so don't get me wrong. Google is good for a quick answer.  But when you start going to it for life's problems....well, that's when you need to hold up the "STOP" sign.  See for me I was...

I can't understand it!

I can't understand it. The same people keep on winning and winning. I feel like a benchwarmer. You know, someone who sits there and just watches other people win a game. It's so boring over here. It's disappointing too. I've received three emails...

ugh

FUK!!!!!! i gained 4lbs. I just went to the doctor about 3 weeks ago...and i went back this mornig. Its sad that food poisoning and the stomach virus helped me loose the weight but now i gained more. I dont feel any bigger i still look the same. I...

When everything balls up.

Most of the time I am a pretty lady back chilled kinda girl. Most people think  I am a pretty happy person smile all the time, and give my time to others who need it. But what they don't see is some days I keep everything balled up deep down inside....