life

This love will be your downfall.

Relationships are always on my mind. Everyday, in every way. I want someone so badly that I find myself thinking and overthinking about it. It's driving me crazy. I have guys in my life that I have feelings for. Some very strong feelings for. It's a...

Letting Her Back In? Uhh........:/

The nightmares still haunt me every night. Even if my mind when my thoughts seem to travel back to that time. There was once a time when I was happy and I didnt have a care in the world. Then that night was the night that changed everything.    ...

John

So, John and I went to the same high school when I was a sophomore he was a senior. We always said hi and by to each other but we never really spoke. Summer of my Junior year I had just finished bike riding with a friend of mine Jennifer when we went...

Powderpuff Game

Yesterday was the powderpuff game and Cam was one of the cheerleaders. They all dressed up as little firefighters. Psh, my fireman looked cute :) I went to watch their rally. Saw his parents, and took pictures with him for his family. I even made a...

Mean guy

There's this really rude black guy in my art class. He makes fun of me saying I'm Chinese and makes all these racist jokes. I'm not even Chinese!Then he says if I ever slap him or punch him for him saying mean things about me he'll fight me back. He...

RIP MOMMYs friend...

RIP Miss IM..   Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.    My prayers and condolences to her kids and grandkids and...

That day...

Did you ever watch a movie, and you can't even believe the shit that's happening? This is my life.   January 28th was a horrible day.   I try not to think about it.  It started Sunday night into Monday morning.   I woke up at 2:30 am and I woke up so...

Day 2

So I'm at work and a previous employee comes to visit. As the "new girl" she's not excited to see me, I wouldn't blame her. Whatever. Been here for almost 4 months, still awkward in the office and I'm always by myself (I hate it) I feel like if they...

Trees (Poem)

A life, full of sadness and happiness. Every leaf falls off, and dies. Like the people surrounding us, those you miss. We can't prevent the leafs from falling. Can't go back and make changes. Once it reaches ground, it blows...