thoughts

i am on the verge of a similar situation….i can see it coming…
i am trying to stop it, fight it away…but its too strong for me…
i cannot hold it back…its worse..when you see the end approaching you….and all you can do is just wait till it takes you over….i will try till my last breath to stop it…coz i love her

ya i know, they say "its not a mistake to make a mistake, but important that every mistake should be a new one"

dont have to be jelous….what goes around comes around buddy….
life will strum the right strings for you as well…its just a mteer of time…..
its all a phase, we all have to pass through it…..sometime or the other….

just hold on there buddy….

sometimes i feel like a loner….and the worst is that I can do nothing to change things arounf you coz I dont have the power to do so….the more you think @ it, the worse it gets…
donno if this is gonna end ever….

take it up yourself buddy…i guess we all have to fight our ways out…

one thing helps for sure…at least it does for me i know…
try and find a way to flush your emotions….but definitely nothing that harms you….m talking of some hobbies…or passions like dancing, singing, sports may be…just a channel to let out all your emotions…

i my case its my guitar….its my best friend and my only friend

hey there….

i know exactly how you feel…
my case is almost the same….to mention i can list down names of about 100 friends but none of them are there for me or rather none of them seem to understand me or accept me the way i am…
sometimes I feel like I am absolutely invisible to them…like for instance,say i have been invited to a party and there….i am sitting at the table, but none of the discussions around involves me…..
makes me feel like a loser…a jerk….
i have not given them any reason excpet for one instance when one of my friend was being beaten up at a restruant and i could not do anything because i was too scared too react….can this be a reason for ignorance of a lifetime….?
sometimes i feel guilty….but it was the situation which was controlling me….

I donno whether i made any sense or whether it was right to share all these at the very first conversation….just needed a place to let out my thoughts….

my relationship is also in a very vulnarable state….

actually there are too many things in my life right now, each one leading me thousand miles away from the other….