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When (not if) you find love, make sure he loves for who you are and all of the negative things that you feel girl. I was in that same place but I found someone who took my issues as a challenge and made me see the light on it all. I asked God for a man who could love me for me because at that moment I couldn’t seem to love myself. It was hard at first but I got passed it all with the help of the good Lord and a good man. I know most women will say that you don’t need a man to help with your self journey but it don’t help when you have back up either. I know that with the help of God you will pass through this storm and be better for it on the other side. Don’t let this get you down girl. Be strong and stay God possitive and know that this will be all right.

I’ll miss you my dear. As long as you come back soon I’ll be comforted by that thought.

Congratulations ladies on making these decisions. No they are not taken lightly but once you make that choice……you just don’t understand the Grace that will befall you. Miss Lulu, Congrats on the baby. That right there was your driving force to this decision. God used that to "help your thoughts along.‘’ I can’t be more proud of a sister in Christ that not only needs but wants to take that step towards righteousness. I won’t lie, now that you have made this decision the devil will try his hardest to pull you back into his mess, but don’t fall for it. And even if you back step a bit; God knows His creatures are not perfect by any means. That is why He sent Jesus to die on that cross. He knew which ones of us He would call back to Him and His glory. He knew we would back slide every now and then. But He also knew that we He would have our full attention and that we will always go back to Him. So don’t worry about your struggles girl….let God handle that. Just pray on it and leave it all up to Him. Some people hear that still small voice talking back to them. I personally get a feeling of a warm wave coming over me and that’s how I know He is there and He is listening to every word I say. So when ever you feel that “pull” to get you to go back the other way; just pray on it and ask forgiveness which He is always willing to do through Jesus and keep on being you. He will call you to bigger and better things in “His time.” (just remember that our time is definitely not His time) Keep in your head…..“God kinda grades on a learning curve.” He knows that some people take longer to help that others. (Cause it’s taken me forever) I still slip now and then but I know His grace is there and He is always willing to pick me back up and start over again.

You must have a BIG blessing on the way then. Girl…go through this storm with your head held high and what you get on the other side is a whole lotta smiles.

There must be a Texas following on here. By the way love….you ain’t the only one with that sweet southern drawl but the fellas sure like it. (kinda partial to my honey and his chew too) dang camo’s are sexy on a country boy….wouldn’t you agree!?