thoughts

I used to wait for the night where I’d come home and there would be blood splattered across the white walls. Where I’d find the gun lying beside his cold body. I used to really have hope for him. Honestly, I did. I used to believe in him. In the...

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. 1: dear guy i like, get a clue. kthnx. 2: dear ex-best friend, i hope you know what you're doing. 3: dear that person that was there for me tonight, thank you so...

lost my best friend to drugs. she chose drugs over me. i remember back in elementary school when we all said we'd never smoke that cigarette. never take a hit of that weed. never take a sip of that alcohol. never have sex. we were...

    This constant tug-of-war, it's impossible to maintain. Like all machines, my gears wear down, the cogs clog with rust and I break down (nothing but a machine, unfeeling, unrelenting. Pay no mind to the room behind the curtain).     You thought...

    I don't know why I thought this would be any different. Don't know what went through my head that told me things had changed, that things would be better.      It's just the same old rhythm, the same damn melody stuck on replay in my head. Did...