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Hey this is about me and if you dont like it them dont talk to me cuz I wont change who I am. My real name is shayla, I am 15 years old, I am a girl, but you already knew that, my profile pic kinda gave that away hehe. I am bi. I have an amazing boyfrind that I love with all my heart, he is my entire life, my one reason for living.  I am stuborn and opinionated. I am not a "people person". I am obsessed with darkness, death, suicide, blood, and the darkness. I am in love with anything that has to do with horror. Most things that you think are creepy or descusting I think are fucking adorible and awesome. I wrote a poem to help you understand me a little better hope you like it. Here it goes.

Hello! I'm Shayla,

But you can call me Echo or Amber <3

It's my 1st year of High School,

I really like it :)

I have an 18 year old boyfriend......

That I love with all my Heart,

<3 <Alex3 <3

I look happy B)

Don't I?

I'm NOT!!

It's been like this....

Since I was 7 years old,

I have few Friends,

More people Hate me,

Then have ever liked me to begin with,

They tell me Everyday....

I'm (a) bitch, slut, emo, goth, fag, cunt, whore, ugly, flat, fake, heartless, souless.

Thank you very much :)

When I was 7 I Cut myself......

For the first time,

After I got done crying................

I promised myself I'd Never do it again,

But I Broke that promise,

I Cut almost EVERYDAY,

They always Burn,

I'm Bullied continously,

Thought about committing suicide,

A LOT,

Do I still look happy?

........................

Don't bully!

It may seem like,

They dont Care,

Exibit A ^,

I Care,

It HURTS,

More then you will,

Ever realize,

Think before you SPEAK!!!!