thoughts

i start at the begining because i feel lost and i dont know where to start so starting at the begining for me is some kind of like trying to figure out my self and where I went wrong trying to find closure trying to find me I guess its just a way to show myself that I’m not what everyone thinks I am and better yet I’m not who I think I am or I’m not what they’ve made me become? I just want to empty my self because I never really know who I am or where I belong trying to hide keeping my self “safe” by not letting no one in maybe because no one was ever really there in the first place.