I have a young...
I am Felica
There are few that take the time to really know me, and because of it I wonder if there is something wrong with me.
I don't think there is because I do have wonderful things in my life, like my fiancee, my family, and my little girl who arrived in this world on October 3, 2011 at 2:55am weighing in at 7lbs flat and 19in
Just a little background on me...
I have self-confidence issues. I'm sure I'm pretty, but even if people tell me, I doubt them. I wish I were skinnier and because of that I have a hard core workout regime planned out for after the baby is here.
I also have an EDNOS with anorexic tendencies. If I think about it too much, I become obsessive. Whether it be with not eating, or working out. So I seriously have to force myself to balance. It's either one extreme or the other.
I'm opinionated. Even if I have no idea what you are talking about, I'm sure that I can have an opinion about it.
I think that I'm unique. I don't know anyone else who takes interest in as many things as I.
I dream big.
I am me. Even if that is a lost, easily confused young woman. I am loving life and all of its twists and turns.
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I HAVE to weigh 110 by July 22,2012...my 20th birthday.
Biking actually makes your leg muscles bigger…sometimes it make your legs look bigger if you aren’t burning fat off of your thighs as fat as fast as other parts of your body. But honestly, I think you look amazing!!
April 01, 2012Oh that was clever! Made me actually LOL
June 29, 2011The last picture is exactly how I want to look.
September 30, 2011I’m six months pregnant with my first child and we’re having a little girl (naming her Austin Taylor) I worry every day if she will have confidence issues like I did. In school from 6th grade to graduation, I realized that if I didn’t have the name brand clothes then I would never be as popular as some of the other girls. I would save money to buy a pair of American Eagle pants or new Nike shoes that I didn’t need. I hope that with me radiating the confidence that I’ve acquired over the years of compliments on my mind not my looks will help steer her in the right direction.
June 28, 2011But with all the shows that try and flaunt beauty as only skin deep worry me. Do you know that girls with Anorexia have a “Bible”? That stars like Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen are idols to these young girls because they are so skinny and successful? It makes me sick. I’m just hoping that my daughter knows that it’s better to be valued for your mind than your looks.