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i am so sorry, i have no idea what your going through but we are all here for you no matter what

its was good and bad, i realised that i didnt want my parents to feel it was there fault, so i never want to go back into the cycle of binging and purging everyday but instead i avoid eating, the fear of being full is still present in my life.

no, my parents sent me to a clinic for 3 weeks to mostly gain weight and understand what i was doing to myself then deal with my ‘mental’ part outside because im leaving for university in a year, :|

for nearly three months, my recent weight gain is from being hospitalized last month, i hate it i go to school and all i do is compare my body size to someone elses especially because we are an all girls school as well it always about competition, but thankyou and keep going as well x

im 5’6, and thankyou because its nicer to hear it from someone who has been through it and not someone sittting opposite you questioning you sanity. Im trying to get healthier now for myself and to make myself proud rather then anyone else. Though its hard when i go to school and you cant help notice if someone has lost weight or if your skinnier than them. and i now undertsand that this is something i cant eradicate but i can move away from like never being able to sit down to a proper meal and never worry about how many calories there are on the plate..so thankyou xx