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Having a really bad night :'(

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First post...how do I do this?

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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Happens everytime !! Okay then ~ grrrrr takes a thousands steps back !!!

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Today was another day in the mess of fighting my personal demons. Caught between conflicts with my head and heart and ultimately my health. I have been struggling with extreme mood swings, irritability, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, paranoia, worry...but

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Organized prayer and Bible study are strictly prohibited in public schools.

  In the particular wonted fashion I succumb   Now tweaked, torqued and twisted sedentary cornered, culled and trapped I smile   So this

Teaching assistant is not an additional occupation which needs a person to have out particular responsibilities inside time framework but needs these devoted individuals who are proactive and desired to helps college school college students in rep

he's not just my boyfriend he's my bestfriend my ride or die he means so much to me !

Well... that was quick! My temp job at Duke was indeed TEMP! Just got the word that after a week and a half, "it's just not a good fit" schpel and my services are no longer needed....

Flashbacks... today has been full of them... everything is a trigger... It is hard to keep track of time when it keeps jumping around like that... It is hard to feel real... 

so stressed out that my chest physically hurts...

Dear Father Benedict [ and Father Francis and Father Oulette] -  Hate will not let me be even after I deliver their requested PSA - and the correct position.

stop living in the past. you live here and you live now

Why do they care when you're gone?

I've always wanted to know why people don't realize what they have till it's gone. Why don't they keep you close and want you when they have you? It blows my mind how it takes a gigantic fight or something extreme for them to open their eyes. And someti

So this has been going round and round for a couple of months.  Then for a couple of days it appears someone wants to make sure Michelle gets to tell me what has transpired