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Fear of the future

I should be excited. I should be curious. But I am afraid. I am afraid of where I will be, how my relationship with my family and friends will be. At my current age, I should be experienced or grown. I have not. I am a later starter, and ever

Come let us Grow Together: Coveting is Idolatry

Come let us Grow Together is a weekly series that deals with the many topical categories that exist within the Word of God.  The purpose of this series is to grow in wisdom, knowledge and understanding in things pertaining to God.   

Lonely, but not alone.

I hate this feeling. Loneliness. Feeling alone. Despondent. Abandoned.  Rejected.   I glance at you. You're in your own world. Look at me! Hear me! See me! ...Talk to me?

order to calm down...

i made myself the global leader of planet earth... i now ordering a calm down of all parties to the conflict...


it is better to learn to send gifts... instead of words creating tensions....

another gift from me...

the earthquake gave me a new reason to disclose one of my secrets. it is a house designed to be safer in earthquake. it is supported by very strong columns,the rest of the house kind of hanging from the columns. so the house will

today I am Grateful for...

Today, I’m aware of the fact that life is better than I deserve, which is saying something these days. The world is full of pain and suffering, hardship and turmoil, disappointment and regret. So the fact that I can be thankful and mean it is, in


How funny I cant find my coat.    Who loses a coat? Me I guess. Hu maybe I left it some place and just forgot.  Oh well.  Gonna head  to this antique place they have cool old coats with actual buttons go figure. No velcro. No zi

I'm back 

Its been a while since ive posted here. But I want you guys--my friends here, to know that I'm feeling better now.  Not totally healed but better I already dumped off the guy that i was talking about on every single post i had here.

Still No Crib

I'm not sure why buying this crib is becoming a difficult task.  I don't recall having this much trouble buying a crib when I was pregnant with my firstborn.   My plan after Thursday's attempt was to go early Friday morning and


I lay awake at night excited to see you in the morning.  I love watching the way you confiden

Maybe I should have waited.

So apparently I super dumb.... Like I just have to write about it because im sitting here losing my freaking mind right now... I just wish everyone else was up to talk about it... So im 20 years old.. Ive been saying forever that I was going to wait to



fake news

Oh some one said thoughts was leaving.  There not.   


Why is thoughts leaving?  Is it to another site? Thanks for giving me the heads up  thanks depressed girl  and others made nice comments.   Hu no more thoughts. Crapp.     Bjm


still up??  I thought we were closed.... hummmm.....